She'd meant the bar versus the worst things of this place.
She hadn't meant herself. But her lips press and it's impossible to stop the swell that crashes in her chest. Maybe it wouldn't have surprised her when they were doing coffee twice a week, but this had been starting all over again. With Vanya rewound to the theatre and having forgotten all of that. Her eyes prickle a little, rereading. A held breath pressing out her lips slowly.
Impossible relief, maybe even glad, but relieved more.
A gift granted she can't ask for. Maybe doesn't even deserve it. But she can't stop trying. She can't leave it, or Vanya, out anymore. ]
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She'd meant the bar versus the worst things of this place.
She hadn't meant herself. But her lips press and it's impossible to stop the swell that crashes in her chest. Maybe it wouldn't have surprised her when they were doing coffee twice a week, but this had been starting all over again. With Vanya rewound to the theatre and having forgotten all of that. Her eyes prickle a little, rereading. A held breath pressing out her lips slowly.
Impossible relief, maybe even glad, but relieved more.
A gift granted she can't ask for. Maybe doesn't even deserve it.
But she can't stop trying. She can't leave it, or Vanya, out anymore. ]
I like spending time with you, too.