[She hopes Allison reads it as a joke, because - there is only so far she can go, still, and that entire distance is spent on Allison. The others - they keep trying, they keep dropping breadcrumbs in front of her, and she keeps trying to pick them up only to watch them turn to dust in her hands. Is that a bad metaphor? It feels like one - but the only metaphor that makes sense to her is one that involves crumbling.
They keep saying they want to try, Diego and Klaus mostly, but she barely knows how. It feels like her desire to try dried up years ago, but...here she is, trying the easier path.]
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[She hopes Allison reads it as a joke, because - there is only so far she can go, still, and that entire distance is spent on Allison. The others - they keep trying, they keep dropping breadcrumbs in front of her, and she keeps trying to pick them up only to watch them turn to dust in her hands. Is that a bad metaphor? It feels like one - but the only metaphor that makes sense to her is one that involves crumbling.
They keep saying they want to try, Diego and Klaus mostly, but she barely knows how. It feels like her desire to try dried up years ago, but...here she is, trying the easier path.]