[That response comes immediately, and since it's just a text there's no telling what her tone might be. Maybe she's serious. Maybe she's spitting vitriol at him as best she knows how.
Maybe she is just being as petty as she has the strength to be right now, knowing that she must have hurt people, hurt her family, herself, that she deserves the world's vitriol rather than spewing any of her own.
She feels like she should be punished, and she feels justified, and she hates the way the two eat her stomach up inside. Vanya sets the phone down on the floor, and curls up in her bed, back to the device, facing the wall because at least that feels safe. Can someone be claustrophobic and long for a silent enclosed place where no one can see her at the same time?
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[That response comes immediately, and since it's just a text there's no telling what her tone might be. Maybe she's serious. Maybe she's spitting vitriol at him as best she knows how.
Maybe she is just being as petty as she has the strength to be right now, knowing that she must have hurt people, hurt her family, herself, that she deserves the world's vitriol rather than spewing any of her own.
She feels like she should be punished, and she feels justified, and she hates the way the two eat her stomach up inside. Vanya sets the phone down on the floor, and curls up in her bed, back to the device, facing the wall because at least that feels safe. Can someone be claustrophobic and long for a silent enclosed place where no one can see her at the same time?
who cares; when has she ever made sense?