[Ordinary. She hates that word. It burns her eyes, makes her skin itch. Ordinary, like that would have been better. Like he'd have been happier if it was him and not her. Like he'd have dealt with it better? She can't even fathom it, the ego, the arrogance, to think that he'd have been fine on his own when he was barely fine with Ben haunting him. She can feel the tunnel vision setting in, doesn't quite see the words as she types them even though she knows exactly what she chooses.]
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you were right. you didn't deserve dave