Yeah... it sucks. Inaction isn't usually my style. But...I stall out and I just don't do anything, to avoid fucking up in the first place. Except that's it's own kind of fuck up, isn't it?
I don't think I really remember what it felt like to not just be mad at you, like... ALL the time. Ever since your book, I just... it's like that's all there's been, for so long, and the rest just gets muddy.
But I don't want it to be like that forever, Vee Vanya.
[It's so much easier for the Shadow to admit all these things, because it's basically all it is. Those fears built up and twisted around Diego's insecurity. And maybe it's wrong to do it, but it thinks she needs to know, and it knows how much Diego doesn't want these secrets spilled, so it makes it fun, too.]
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Inaction isn't usually my style. But...I stall out and I just don't do anything, to avoid fucking up in the first place.
Except that's it's own kind of fuck up, isn't it?
I don't think I really remember what it felt like to not just be mad at you, like... ALL the time. Ever since your book, I just... it's like that's all there's been, for so long, and the rest just gets muddy.
But I don't want it to be like that forever,
VeeVanya.[It's so much easier for the Shadow to admit all these things, because it's basically all it is. Those fears built up and twisted around Diego's insecurity. And maybe it's wrong to do it, but it thinks she needs to know, and it knows how much Diego doesn't want these secrets spilled, so it makes it fun, too.]