I think just... I think I just need to know you. Who you are now, not... the you that wrote the book, or the mousy quiet sister in a corner I remember from when we were kids.
I know we can't really blank-slate everything and start over... but... I don't know, maybe we can find a way to set the history aside, just for a little while, to try and get to know each other?
Not completely or forever. Just. A little bit. Sometimes. So we can talk or... hang out or... watch movies or whatever. I don't know. Something.
[He's not sure how much sense he's even making at this point, honestly. He hates that. He hates not being able to put what he means into words the way he wants to. He also hates rambling and over-explaining himself, but. well-- it's all he is, isn't it?]
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I think just... I think I just need to know you. Who you are now, not... the you that wrote the book, or the mousy quiet sister in a corner I remember from when we were kids.
I know we can't really blank-slate everything and start over... but... I don't know, maybe we can find a way to set the history aside, just for a little while, to try and get to know each other?
Not completely or forever. Just. A little bit. Sometimes. So we can talk or... hang out or... watch movies or whatever. I don't know. Something.
[He's not sure how much sense he's even making at this point, honestly. He hates that. He hates not being able to put what he means into words the way he wants to. He also hates rambling and over-explaining himself, but. well-- it's all he is, isn't it?]