[No. And yes. That kind of question feels like the sort of traps she walked face first into back in high school. The girls in her dormitory were not kind, and the utter exclusion from home only stretched to the outside world when she was sent away to boarding school.
So she doesn't answer for a minute, catastrophizing both possible answers in her head.]
I could use a friend
and I could try to be a decent one?
[She definitely wouldn't hang him, for starters. She might accidentally destroy him in an apocalyptic event, but she wouldn't hang him.]
[ Murphy doesn't really know what he's doing and why he's been bothering Vanya for as long as he has, but she hasn't told him to fuck off just yet. So: ]
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Maybe he'll still show
My family was here a while before me
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i dont need him
or anythn
im fine
on my own
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me too
[Which is to say she is so very not fine on her own, especially when she's not medicated out of her mind. It's so much harder without it.]
but uh you don't have to be? if you dont' want Imean
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i dont gotta choice
ppl push me out
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i get that
[Her grammar is deteriorating the more she identifies with what he says. Does she notice it? Not even a little.]
I'm bad about pushing people away. well more like i just don't reach out
so I guess I'm glad you texted?
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pushin ppl away first is better
it hurts less
but it kinda suks
not havin friends
dont no if ur lookin for 1
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So she doesn't answer for a minute, catastrophizing both possible answers in her head.]
I could use a friend
and I could try to be a decent one?
[She definitely wouldn't hang him, for starters. She might accidentally destroy him in an apocalyptic event, but she wouldn't hang him.]
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just dont try
and kill me
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sure no problem?
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reel low
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