I don't know how long I can think about it. my head hurts.
[She knows she's explaining herself poorly, but it's exhausted, walking through this. Just being propped up by someone else is absolutely Exhausting - listening to someone else to think well of her, she doesn't know what to do with that, and she's already in a place with so few options.]
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Good.
Broken is probably a bad word, and my bad for using it. Its what I used, but... it's not for everyone.
You have been hurt, by the world, and by life, and you have to find your path, your way, to rebuild, and to heal.
Wanting to heal, wanting to not be where you are now, is absolutely valid and makes sense.
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[She knows she's explaining herself poorly, but it's exhausted, walking through this. Just being propped up by someone else is absolutely Exhausting - listening to someone else to think well of her, she doesn't know what to do with that, and she's already in a place with so few options.]
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[ He has a habit of it, and now he feels bad. ]